i think love is a curse even if the other feels the same way, in marriage there is always pain and arguments and you are stuck with that person the rest of your life. just saying... awesome quote though
Oh, man. Well, fuck. That's just too true. I thought love was supposed to be beautiful. I forced myself to avoid feeling anything for anyone for as long as I can remember, because I didn't want to feel so vulnerable. Of course, it didn't quite work out this last time. She's in my mind constantly and all I do is torture myself with how I can't ever even approach her, because I'm a socially inept, bipolar, clinically depressed, broken shell of a human being. I have no motivation or confidence. All I know is that two years have gone since I fell for her and I've only talked to her maybe twice or three times in all that time. Seeing her both makes me feel like I'm the happiest person alive and makes me hate myself and life even more, because I know I'll never be with her. And she's all I could ever ask for.
Sweet emotion... Heh. Not for us. The lovelorn, desperate and ravaged by hope.
Addendum: I'm fucking sorry for turning this into a whiny livejournal/tumblr-like post and I frankly have no idea why I am even writing this, especially when people couldn't care less about some random person on the Internet's problems. The sentence really rang true with me, though. I love it.
Oh, man. I completely agree. I've been trying so hard to get him to actually notice me without seeming desperate but... I just don't think he feels that way about me. seeing him everyday is just torture... ~LJ